You
can do everything you can to try to stop bad things from happening to
you, but eventually things will happen, so the best prevention is a
positive attitude.
- Marie Osmond
I
found that today, Day #50, was almost a carbon copy of yesterday. No
energy and no real motivation.
That
being said, I actually did get a few simple things done and some
research done as well. While I continue to work on keeping my
attitude positive, I'm finding it somewhat demoralizing to realize
there is so much I want to do and I have the resources at my
fingertips to do it, but I just can't muster the motivation.
I'm
also facing the fact that tomorrow morning I have that long (and it
seems to get longer every week) drive over the 7 mountains and
through the 7 valleys back to Winchester to be there in time for my
10:15 AM radiation treatment. That's a reality. But, another reality
is that at 10:30 AM tomorrow morning I'll only have four more
treatments left.
It's been tough forcing myself to consume
food, but I'm working at finishing some tasty meatballs and
spaghetti. And, after I finish this, I'm going to consume some creamy
chocolate ice cream swirled with peanut butter. One of my absolute
favorite treats. I'll be slipping between the sheets early tonight to
get as much sleep as I can before climbing into Carolyn's car
tomorrow morning for the aforementioned trip to Winchester.
I
really don't have much more to say today, so let me sign off with –
live free and be happy. EH
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