I’ve been on a personal quest to live freer and happier
all my life. But, for the last three and a half years, at this writing, it’s
become the main focus of my life. I’ve learned much during this period. I guess
I could say I’ve minimally “earned” another masters degree and, possibly, a PhD
in Living Free. The path has been interesting, exciting, challenging and,
often, difficult and, sometimes, painful. We live in a very complicated world
and I dare say that it will only become more complicated in the future.
Fifty to sixty years ago, when I was a youngster and a
young adolescent, life was pretty peaceful, relatively speaking. I was born
just before World War II ended and the following year the Baby Boomer
Generation began. It was a time when the economy began to boom as a result of
the war effort, finally ending the Great Depression. There were programs like
the GI Bill to assist service men and women returning from the war to gain
education and to buy homes they could have never afforded before the war. The
job market was expanding as technology began a rapid developmental period. Then
we had the Korean War followed by the Vietnam War that I participated in as an
active member of the U.S. Air Force (and as a result of the Selective Service
System draft). Faster and faster our world was getting smaller and smaller and
becoming a more and more global society. The U.S. became the wealthiest nation
in the world and one of the few Super Powers, ultimately to become the only
surviving Super Power. Change was constant and rapid. Technology accelerated
the changes by leaps and bounds.
Somehow, I became a non-conformist. No! I was not a
“hippie” or “beatnik.” But, I was an entrepreneur and entrepreneurs are, by
their very nature, non-conformists. We don’t see things as they are. We see
things as they can be with the innovations each of us adds to a capitalistic
society. I became a “serial entrepreneur,” always restless and always looking
for new ways to do things that moved business and society ahead. Early in my
business career I bought into the idea that it was the small businesses that
would lead the world by embracing new technologies. My chosen field was
electronic media and more specifically, the growing recording and video production
industries.
I began my interest in electronic media when I was about
11 or 12 years old starting with photography (actually, a graphic-visual medium
at that time, now an electronic medium), then discovering short-wave radio,
becoming a licensed amateur radio operator just after my 14th birthday and
going on to found both the amateur radio club and the on-campus broadcast radio
station at my undergraduate college. I discovered the recording and sound
industries during the first month of my freshman year at Montclair State
College (now, a university) in Montclair, New Jersey. What a ride my life has
been since that time.
But, here’s the rub. I went into business to secure my own
freedom and happiness and, ultimately, created my own form of enslavement. As I
went through the four years of my Air Force enlistment, I met my future wife. I
began to conform more and more to the traditional values that most people
embraced and, in so doing, gave up more and more of my personal freedom and,
with it, much of the happiness I was seeking.
Please! Do not misconstrue my meaning. We still lived a
fairly non-conforming lifestyle in many ways and there were many wonderful,
happy times. My son was born and became the most important accomplishment of my
life. He became an intelligent, capable, productive and FREE member of our
society. But, I had set aside many, if not most, of my personal ideals and
philosophies of personal freedom and happiness.
It was not until I reached my early 60’s that I realized
just how much. During all those years there was a continual gnawing feeling
deep inside that kept telling me that I had sold myself out and traded many of
my ideals, values and dreams for more traditional values and standards. I had
relinquished my free spirit, freedom and happiness for a self-imposed
imprisonment as a “wage slave.” I had conformed to how “they” (those who chose
to live a traditional and conforming lifestyle) thought I should live my life.
Of course, I made that choice freely.
I’ve identified and been developing a 12-step approach to
living free as I’ve been reinventing myself and traveling on my quest to regain
my own freedom and happiness. Sure, 12 step programs are popular for many
things beginning with the Alcoholics Anonymous program. Bill W. and Dr. Bob
first introduced the AA 12 Step program in 1939. Millions have benefited and
the movement has spawned numerous 12 step programs addressing many other
addictions and compulsions. My 12-step program is committed to helping anyone
who feels trapped or imprisoned by their own thinking and is not as happy as he or she would like to be. It helps you make choices to break away from whatever
you feel is holding you back from attaining all the freedom you desire, however
you define living free for yourself. Living free should, as a natural
consequence, result in a happier, fulfilled life.
Here, then, are my 12 steps. I will list them and provide
a simple and brief description of each step. In future posts I’ll elaborate on
each step in more detail.
Step 1. Dreams and Reality – You begin by facing your
reality as it is today. You grew up dreaming about your perfect life – where
you’d live, a lifestyle, who you’d marry, a family, what you would do
(occupationally or professionally) to support yourself and your family, your
adventures, travels and so on. Dreams always evolve as you grow and experience
life. What happened? Life happened, that's what. What is wrong and right about
your current life? You know that you’re not truly happy and you never seem to
have time to do the things you want to do. This is where you find yourself
asking the question, “Is this all there is?” It’s time to take your dreams out
of that dark closet, blow off the dust and revisit them.
Step 2. Self-discovery – Once you come to the realization and
have accepted that all is not as you feel it should be, then you can begin
exploring what you and your life are all about. This is where you will find the
roots of your discontent, unhappiness and lack of personal freedom.
Step 3. Personal Inventory – It’s time to take an
assessment of your personal assets. This doesn’t mean just your tangible
assets, however. It means going back through your life. What are your core
beliefs? What did you learn from your parents, teachers, religious experiences
(if any), and what are your professional/occupational, educational and training
experiences? Who is your family? Who are your friends? Depending on your age,
this inventory could become a long list.
Step 4. Simplifying – Life is complex. The average person (and
family) has to juggle all the complexities of daily domestic, professional and
social life including where you live, relationships with family and friends,
raising children if you have any, the complexities of whatever your vocation or
profession places upon you, health issues, finances, local, state and federal
rules, laws and politics, the economy and the list goes on. The more we have
and attempt to do, the more complicated and clouded our lives become.
Simplifying our lives contributes significantly to achieving personal freedom
and, ultimately, happiness. Simplifying can be done fairly quickly if it is
undertaken in numerous small incremental steps evaluating what is important and
not important in your life as you progress.
Step 5. Downsizing – If you were fortunate enough to be
born and grow up in the United States, no matter what strata of society you
come from, you have accumulated “STUFF!” Stuff can take several forms. It can
be tangible stuff like furniture, books, CD’s, vinyl records, old clothes, etc.
It can also be mental/psychological/emotional stuff (often referred to as
“baggage”) like lost friendships, painful memories, unrealized hopes, etc. It’s
time to let go of this “stuff” and get out of the “Stuff Warehousing
Business."
Step 6. Finances – This is a serious and vitally important
step. You have to evaluate your relationship with money, investments, debt and
what you really need, financially, to live free and happy. If you are in debt
you are not free. You will likely be surprised by the outcome of this
step.
Step 7. Avocation – Do what you love and the money will
follow. Maybe you’ve heard this before. Living free is not about having the
highest paying job or career you can have. When you work for money you’re very
inclined to become a “wage slave.” Finding YOUR best Avocation (as opposed to a
vocation or occupation) means discovering something that you love doing and
would do for free . . . except people will actually pay you. Thus, you can earn
the income you need to sustain your Living Free lifestyle while doing something
you really love to do.
Step 8. Relationships – Your relationships contribute a
lot to how you define yourself. Very good relationships are supportive,
encouraging, non-judgmental and collaborative. Relationships that do not
provide these qualities are very often toxic relationships and will drain you
physically, mentally and emotionally - and many times, financially. This is
true of professional and personal - platonic, romantic and familial
relationships. In order for you to be free you have to eliminate all toxic
relationships and develop positive, mutually beneficial, supportive and
collaborative relationships.
Step 9. Amends – No one, and this includes you, goes
through life without being hurt and hurting others. Most often these hurtful
events are not done maliciously and often without knowledge that you or the
other party has been harboring these painful feelings. To be truly free you
must first and foremost forgive yourself for being human and making mistakes.
Then you must forgive those who have, in some way, wronged or hurt you. And,
equally important, you must seek to make amends with anyone you may have
knowingly or unknowingly hurt. They may or many not forgive you. If they don’t
that is their burden to bear. You have made your amends and are free of any
further guilt. You can’t be free and carry lifelong guilt on your shoulders.
Step 10. Giving – What will you give? You’ve probably
heard that you must give to receive. In Biblical terms it was stated that, “as
ye sow, so shall ye reap.” Giving of yourself, whether financially, other
tangible items such as food/clothes/shelter to someone in need or giving of
your time are all ways of giving. You'll gain freedom, happiness and
fulfillment from this simple action.
Step 11. Spirituality – This is not about God or any
specific religious belief system. And this is not some “New Age” philosophy.
This is simply about your connection with nature, the universe and a greater
intelligence and truth then you can comprehend. You may choose to identify your
spirituality by various names like God, Jehovah, Yahweh, Allah, Jesus, Vishnu,
Buddha or any other name. You may choose to connect through nature. Even
atheists and agnostics display forms of spirituality, though they may not
recognize it as such. How you connect with others and with nature is part of
spirituality and that connection helps make living free possible.
Step 12. Life List (aka a Bucket List) – It’s never too
early to create a Life List. Like everyone else, you were born with a “terminal
disease” called “Life.” The vast majority of human beings don’t know when the
end of their lives will actually come. So, why, then, are you putting off
creating a Life List of all the things YOU want to experience and accomplish for
yourself before you leave this world? As far as we know, we only get one
time around in this life on Earth. Life and everything about it is a miraculous
gift and we don't get a dress rehearsal. So, what are you waiting for?
Retirement? It may never come. It’s time to create your personal Life List and
take every opportunity to experience and complete the items on your Life List -
BEGINNING NOW!
These are my 12 steps. There are, of course, other facets
of the human experience that also contribute to our freedom, happiness, well
being and fulfillment, but they can all be incorporated into one of these
twelve steps. I’ll define and explain these 12 steps in more detail in future
posts. I hope they will help you define living free for your life . . . the
Greatest Gift you’ve been given.
2 comments:
Hello Ed,
Just got here and am browsing thru your blog. I like it!
I really like the "Professional Nomad".
I have to admit that “Is this all there is?” (from the 1st step) has been haunting me the last few weeks, maybe there was a reason I found this place?
I like the photo from week #51, but bananas & palm trees always get me.
Down in the "Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda" from the 13th of this Month's blog you talked of a retired psychiatrist who offered excuses for not packing it up and hitting the road in an RV (I loved the chicken defrosting example!). He missed the big one, fear. It's darn scary to seriously THINK of getting rid of it all & going, it's not for everybody.
I'm going to follow along for awhile Ed...
Rob
Hi Rob,
Thanks for dropping by. I'm glad you gained something from reading my posts. I doubt that any questions I bring up or any of my views are necessarily much different then most other people. I've simply taken a "leap of faith" to follow my need for personal freedom and to be happy.
You did bring up an excellent point about making excuses for taking actions like becoming a nomad. It is very scary. But, even more then that, when one actually does make the decision, the action of downsizing, leaving a comfort zone and venturing into the "unknown" (so to speak) is very stressful. That's why I write about it.
Anyone can be free and happy once they have defined what that means for him or her self. And, it doesn't mean anyone must take my path. We are each different. But, it is always about decisions and choices and that seems to be where people get paralyzed.
I hope you continue to enjoy the blog and in some small way it helps you make your own important choices.
Enthusiastically,
Ed
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